If only she knew, that I think about her daily and the mistakes I made and the things I would do to fix every problem that would and could pop up into her beautiful mind to create a big enough space to let me back in it. To get one more chance to become the center of her universe like she is mine. Girls come and go but she is so much more then a girl. She is the ideal girl the one that when I stay up for hours on end and my head throbbing because sleep is set so far behind the image of me being with her one more time, by the time I’m done filling my head with endless thoughts about her and I that its already morning …for every night of sleep I’ve lost for just little glimpses of thoughts of her beautiful smile and adorable nick names I would do it a thousand times again if that means I would have her to be mine again….the things I would do ….

..untill that most perfect of perfect days when she is mine and i am hers …these memories are all that I have and sadly …I love them more then I can love any other girl

..if only she knew ..